Totally S.I.C.K. Having a bad throat and a bad flu.

Like totally..

CCN Day was superb. We sold every stalk of flowers! Don't mention anything about this morning. HECTIC, manz! Haha totally! But all went smoothly throughout the day. All the delieveries are so ROMANTIC can. Sweet & shocking expression on the girls' faces! Haha. Just imagine a guy secretly gave a flower to you out of sudden without knowing who he is at all. Shock right? && Just imagine the bf apologizes to his gf with a bouquet of flowers and also marks their anniversary! Omg Sweet right? These havent include the special gift, a sweet note & a love song (a service we provided along with the flowers; Thx to kailin & sam). OMG! kay so yea.. We made $200++ profits. Ok lah, great effort by ALL 1A04 + Mrs Komala!

Super tired right now. Had to complete errs tedious IO SDL assignment for this week ytd midnight! So yea. Shall take a long rest b4 starting to do any school work tmr. TAKE A GOOD REST, business partners who work hard for CCN DAY! Ciaos.. *awaiting for pictures taken today at facebook.. Erm Erm Steph. haha.*

.. of deadlines!

Been a while since I blog. Simply busy with school stuff. Argh. Assignment. Assignment. Assignment. All these will never stop. Don't remind me. Gosh. Hav to commit in lots of stuff. Freshmen Orientation as SC subcom. Maybe TP rawks as HSS ambassador. School guide for Open House as ECS/ PSY student. CCN Day. Hmm. All seems fun to me but Im very scared I cant juggle assignment deadlines and those commitment. Err. Worried!

Err. I can already feel the stress from week 1 of semester 2. Now's week 2. Double stress. ARGHH. I totally HATE this kinda of feeling. Modules start. I focused and gave my attention to every lecture, I think. But nothing stays in my bloody mind. Err. Why? Why? Why? Am I that slow learner? I must say I am. GOSH! Psychology seems hard for me from the start I came in. Why did I choose it anyway? Stupid me. I really need to do something to really pull myself up to succeed in this course or I must say to at least be in the safe zone. Ive got no knowledge in Biology & I have to take Physiological Psychology & Cognitive Psychology (purely Biology concepts).. Im really losing out, manz! Arr HELP! As for Research Method A.. reading of super long journal articles?? I cant even understand an O level comprehensive passage, getting a C6!!! A journal article.. I need days to read, read and read to understand 1 article! Arr! Seriously! I still have Per. Cog. assignment 1, RMA quiz 1, APIP group proposal, religious class exam and IELTS exam to worry about! ARGGHHH! Super super super worried! HEEEELLLLPPPP!

Perhaps, it left me with no choice.

Alright. These weekend been thoroughly busy with the ECS stuffs. Final Submission on Mon, tmr. Time flies so fast. Im rushing through the portfolio/ scrapbk every night. Grrs. Thx to my group members who help out sorting out the documents need for the final submission. Definitely, I cant do it alone. So thx so much, gals! Kay all sort out nicely. Scrapbook done. Speaking of scrapbook, my printer ink! Gone within 2 days. Sacrifices have to be done once in a while. Dint manage to print psych stuff. As long as the ECS stuff are done up properly & systematically, Im alright. So hav to print visual illusion assignment, physio lecture 1 note, APIP research and the 'acknowlegment & blurb' pages tmr morning. Oh yah, I havent do my physio tutorial homeworks! Arr. Sometimes, I ask myself why did I take 2 diploma at one time. I still have my IELTS exam that has yet to be studied from scratch. Arr. Help! PSYCHOLOGY + EARLY CHILDHOOD + IELTS + MADRASAH EXAM ! Omg thats a long trail, manz! Arghhh! I'm so damn tired! But today I did manage to get myself away from all the workload by going out with bro and cuzzie for a while. Superb! Had fun! But yea, back home, back to facing all the piles of work. Where should I start from, peeps?

Alrighty. Today, started at 9am. Physio Psych Lecture. Awesome start of the day. Dr thomas was cool. Best. The new lecturer who doesn't like to collect stamp as a hobby but collected qualifications instead. Weird huh?! But he surely knows what he teach and even simplify it to the simplest terms. Eg. abcdefghijklmnop to abc. Ahah. But a person like me who doesnt take bio kinda of jet lack. Err. In process of overcoming it. Then, we had break from 11 to 2 b4 the err 'awesome' CDS for all that I know. Mrs komala manage to grab me and Syaf to do some ECS sales talk preparation. Err. Sungguh tak perlu haha opps. Had a positive outlook b4 going for PST (cds). Omg The moment the tutorial starts, from a positive outlook to the most negative end. Oh my god. The talking was so so so long winded. Almost 3/4 of the class was lying their head on the table. Ahah that's a sign of boredom. But basically this cds is just solely depend on project. Project? Its like improving the stuffs around us by improvising it. Eg. besides a normal scissors, we improvise it by adding a lazer. So when we use the scisor the lazer will draw us an imaginery straight line as a guide line to cut it straight. Thats all. Hmmm. So no test. No exams. 3/4 of the total marks depends on the project. But what ever ah. in class, no external motivation (you know what I mean?!)... have to develope an intrinsic motivation soon. Err. Its so impossible.

How far would you go for love?

Till the very edge?

Half of your love?

A gist of it?

Its your love life. You decide best for yourself.

Just dont get too disheartened if it doesnt go your way.